I haven't been doing anything productive today. Not that I have been productive for all these days but I consider myself super unproductive today.
After Idy, Raihan and yours truly waved Zati goodbye, I looked at both girls, they stared back and me and we laughed. Not that we were damn frigging happy to be here in Uni, still. It's just that we thought we were so pathetic for STILL being here while everybody else has gone back home. Yes, home. Home home home.
And it hurts me deep inside to read everyone else's statuses telling people that they're home sweet home, that they finally can smell the air of Shah Alam, that they're in kampung, that they're having iftar with families and close friends.
And my college is like a barren place where only losers live here. Seriously you should've take a look at the parking bays. There are barely cars parking there. One of the car is mine, which can be considered loser, too.
And the toilet is cleaner, since there are less people here and I reckon that those uncivilized girls who loved to throw remaining of their foods in the sink, has gone back too.
I'm still counting hours and hours to go back home, no, to actually reach home.
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Keje aku skarang ni message kengkawan. Bukannya mintak maaf zahir batin wish raya ke apa.
"Babe can I have 1 of your mi sedap? Lapaq." - Sent to Zati
"Babe nak sikit tuna u dalam fridge I boleh?" - Sent to Fiza
Sedih kan? I haven't been eating well lately. Untuk harini makan honey stars with milk, and mi sedap in the evening. Malam ni makan roti jela gamaknya. Tuna Fiza and kaya and planta ada lagi balance2. And roti ada left few keping.
Ni kalau Mama dgr ni mesti dia sedih. Eh tak Mama tak sedih kalau aku cite tak makan. Kalau abang aku yang dok blaja kat ceruk Mukah, Sarawak nun sana yelah dia sedih. Bukannya Mama bias tapi memang kat Mukah tu makanan dia cam laha.
Semalam aku tanya Mama "Ma ada call Daus tak harini?"
"Ada." Ma jawab.
"Daus ada cite pape tak pasal apa dia makan 3 4 hari ni?" Aku tanya saje nak cucuk Mama.
"Takde pun. Kenapa? Dia makan apa?" Ma tanya, suara dah mula cemas takut2 anak dia sorang tu makan ikan mentah kutip tang tepi laut je (Abang aku yang 2nd tu tak makan ikan, dia fobia bau hanyir)
"Eheheh takpe lah nanti dah balik darling cite kat Mama kalau cite skarang nanti Ma sedih." Aku saje cucuk Mama lagi.
"Ahh ngade2 lah cite skarang cepat. Mama tak suka nanti Mama tertanya2." Giteww Ma jawab.
"Takde lah Daus cakap dia dah 3 hari makan nasi lemak hampir basi." Aku jawab sambil gelak2 konon benda tu sesuatu yang lawak.
**Ma diam kejap**
"Laaa takyah la nangis. Hahah."
"Kenapa pulak dia makan benda basi??" Ma tanya.
"Mana ada basi. Hampir basi lah. Ala abang dah nak balik dah Khamis ni nanti suh la dia makan puas2 kat rumah jangan la sedih."
Mak aku korang jangan main2. Dia penah skali tu sume ada kat rumah tgh makan sedap2 ni beria dia masak, pastu Mama tak join makan. Katanya dia kenyang rupanya dia naik bilik nangis, sebab abang aku yang 2nd tu takde. Feeling abes.
Kalau aku cakap aku minum susu seharian pun Mama takkan sedih, sebab Ma cakap aku ada keta kat tempat aku ni belambak makanan gi je drive beli. -___-
Nasib baik abang dah nak abes blaja dah hujung tahun ni. Mungkin start je dari hari abang aku balik hari2 mak aku akan masak macam ada kenduri. Mungkin.. Sape tau. Hati mak. Mungkin dia nak redeem balik segala benda hampir basi yang abang aku makan selama ni. Hahahah. Mungkin..
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